Hello y'all. So in case you didn't know it, y'all are helping me recover from a low point in my life. Last August, I left what had become an unhealthy relationship. It didn't start out that way. Like many, I imagine, it became bad for me little by little. Until I felt like I had no choice but try to fulfill the sadistic things he demanded. I was made to feel worthless while he still claimed to love me. I didn't enjoy sex anymore because it became punishment and something that still haunts my nightmares sometimes. It doesn't matter how, but God brought me a bright light that illuminated for me just how bad it had become, but also for once, showed me I did have another choice. I began to feel again. I found love and the reason it never worked out with anyone else. I have learned to stop rallying against the universe and have faith that it all happens the way it's intended. I still feel lonely and broken here and there, but I keep moving forward. I th...